I know it is better this way.
I knew all along it would end this way and pursued it relentlessly, with every bit of my heart anyway. I brought myself to this ache. It is clear I enjoy my own agony. In fact, I thrive off of it. How sad to feel so alive through sorrow.
It is better this way. The difficult part is making myself understand the lies spoken for immediate gain, the unnecessary promises of future, and the reasons for why not me?
Do not dwell, Nadia, where the shattered bits and pieces of you lie.
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